The Truth About CloeCouture Losing her Mom

  • Published on Sep 5, 2018
  • Ep5: The Truth About CloeCouture Losing her Mom
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  • Amanda VanDuye
    Amanda VanDuye Hour ago

    i just started watching niki and chloe but its not just about loossing a parent i feel what chloe went through but i went through it with my dog he was my only friend when i had no one in my life and when he pass 10 years ago i still cry about him and i when i was yourger when he passed i had no one and i couldnt handle it and i didnrt know what to doni was only 6 at that time

  • Mrs Tiny slime
    Mrs Tiny slime 2 hours ago

    Niki love your hair

  • Lilly Porter
    Lilly Porter 7 hours ago

    I am crying I love you cloe

  • Lilly Porter
    Lilly Porter 7 hours ago

    I am crying I love you

  • Angela Maxinne
    Angela Maxinne 11 hours ago +1

    Haters you don't have any soul
    If u felt bad about Cloe Courture
    👇🏻 press the like button below

  • Angela Maxinne
    Angela Maxinne 11 hours ago +1

    If people don't believe u Cloe they are dumb they need to learned how to respect others they need to have carma.

  • Girlz Rule!
    Girlz Rule! 20 hours ago

    I didn't know that about her and I'm subscribed to her!

  • Mermaid Rock
    Mermaid Rock 20 hours ago +1

    When I was about 3 years old I lost my uncle on my dads side. His wife (my aunt) became a widow. When it happened I didnt really want to talk about it because it made me sad. I knew how my aunt was feeling because she wasn't exactly herself. One day my sisters and I went to a church in NJ with my aunt. During the beginning evrything was fine, it was just like normall church day. Finally it was time for the priest and servers to exit. The song that started to play brought my aunt to tears. I didn't understand why she was crying, so I asked. The answer made me cry too. It was their wedding song. After that I had to talk to her about it. I don't know why but I was scared. I was scared to say how I felt because I didn't want to make other people remember it and bring them to tears. I still think about him sometimes. One of the things I miss the most was how funny he was. He always made me laugh if I was sad, and he let me do his makeup. I miss him and I know my aunt misses him most but, yesterday I brought her to a dance/ carnival at my school, and I was able to get her to tell me more. I know he is watching over me and he still loves me. If Chloe ever reads this (which I don't think she will have time) I want her to know she is not alone and I know how she feels. I also felt like I couldn't let people know how I feel because, I didn't want them to be sad and I still do with problems at school with friends.

  • ND 8
    ND 8 Day ago +1

    You can’t do anything about this.This is life I feel bad about it but my brother died 2 years ago I cannot do anything for him because he was only 7 I feel bad 😢 for 2 years 😭😭I’m trying not to remember anything about this because it’s soo sad 😔 and now my step brother has cancer and never told me but 4 years ago he told me but now he didn’t make it through so he said:always remember me.I was gonna 😢 cry 😭 but I still love 💕 them both but my brother actually hated me but I still love him because he was the one person that truly is going to love me so I still love ❤️ him dad if you’re hearing this I love you 😘 my dad left my mom because we were poor because my brother was popular but because he didn’t make it so we were poor.

  • Human potato land
    Human potato land Day ago +1

    If you lose your mom you are not going to get her back so love your mom while she is still alive

  • Barbitha Pink Pink

    Thank u nicki

  • Barbitha Pink Pink


  • Keira Delaney
    Keira Delaney Day ago


  • kathy2020in
    kathy2020in Day ago

    I am crying also very sorry

  • kathy2020in
    kathy2020in Day ago

    So sad I'm sorry

  • Melissa Avalos
    Melissa Avalos Day ago

    everyone is taling about thir mom but......

    what about your dad

  • Beezus and Noodle

    Omg this is so sad

  • My Virtual Escape

    Why just why are people soo mean?😡😭😭

  • Fluffy Clouds
    Fluffy Clouds Day ago

    Me and my brother lost our mom when we are kids which where 2-3 years old

  • Ali Aldoise
    Ali Aldoise Day ago

    It was really hard for me when I had to lose my great grandma 👵 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • Rose 711
    Rose 711 2 days ago

    Sorry for the loss Cloe 😘😘😘

  • Rainbow Cloud
    Rainbow Cloud 2 days ago

    I fill sorry for you Cloe I wish it never happened for you and your sister

  • Danielle Jessome
    Danielle Jessome 2 days ago

    Grief never ends y’all. My dad died from cancer when I was 13, I’m now 16 and still greatly miss him, there’s a hole in my heart and I still cry a few times a week
    Don’t tell people to get over losing someone who created them, and spent so long with them

  • xiamara 's toy review and vlog and games

    Poor cloe i thought she is very happy because she makes people happy

  • Merry Nessan
    Merry Nessan 2 days ago

    I feel so so bad😧😦😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • Cheska's francheska
    Cheska's francheska 2 days ago

    Hum yeah

  • Jaylian Alexa Powao
    Jaylian Alexa Powao 2 days ago

    i know its so sad to loose someone close to you like my uncle died because when he cooked something he got burnt by fire

  • Ballerz24
    Ballerz24 2 days ago

    Cloe your story seriously helped me a lot! Because I know what you’re going through losing a mother. I lost my mom 5 years ago, and there’s days where I just get emotional out of no where , times where I feel like giving up. I never thought of talking to my mom as if she’s there but I feel like it can help me especially when I’m going through problems in life 😭😢. You’re such a strong beautiful independent girl, your mom would be so proud of you! ❤️😊. Thanks so much for sharing with us💜

  • Rachel Fun
    Rachel Fun 2 days ago

    I know I watched her video

  • Cute Pics
    Cute Pics 2 days ago

    My grandma died on my birthday 😢😭

  • Carly Nehl
    Carly Nehl 2 days ago

    Chloe is so strong

  • Fatima Al-Hilfy Leon
    Fatima Al-Hilfy Leon 2 days ago +1

    that happened to my mom her mom died when she was 13:(

  • slime princess
    slime princess 2 days ago

    My grampa was in world war2 he smoked in world war2 5 years he was on a oxygen tank then died some years later when I was 6 I understand cloe. Your doing so well coping withe this .

  • toxic vxbes
    toxic vxbes 2 days ago +3

    Shane. Dawson!!
    No hate, it's just sorta similar. But i like the idea, and I'll definitely watch them all! Lol

  • Stay pretty girl
    Stay pretty girl 2 days ago

    I agree with Niki

  • Krazy rayray
    Krazy rayray 2 days ago

    I'm sorry 😫😫😫😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • Queen D
    Queen D 2 days ago

    Storrrrryyyy tiiiiiimmmme

    Soo my mom got divorced from when I was 2 and well... some ppl cry when they remember but actually I don’t cause I know that my dad did something bad... he cheated so shoutout to the ones that happened to them the same thing

  • Ellie Davis
    Ellie Davis 2 days ago

    I’ve lost have my family from cancer

  • Lo Sarena
    Lo Sarena 2 days ago

    :( :(

  • •Lissy Corn•
    •Lissy Corn• 2 days ago +1

    Why do we lose all the joyful, happy strong people in this world. Life is tough... stay strong cloe we love you 😔💕❤️

  • Lamija Operta
    Lamija Operta 3 days ago

    So sad

  • Unicorn Nadja
    Unicorn Nadja 3 days ago

    I fell so bad for her

  • Nala The beagle
    Nala The beagle 3 days ago

    I had losed my dog...

  • Akasha Mohamed
    Akasha Mohamed 3 days ago

    I love your hair colour so bad😢

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  • Din Pov Pomngea
    Din Pov Pomngea 3 days ago

    I never want lose my mom

  • Nonlaphan L.
    Nonlaphan L. 3 days ago +1

    My mom is 53 and I'm 11 I don't want to lose no one

  • Assia Malik
    Assia Malik 3 days ago +1


    JADEEN223XLOL 3 days ago

    I am so sorry for Chloe 😭 it must have been hard for her

  • Sara Ammad
    Sara Ammad 3 days ago +1


  • Sara Ammad
    Sara Ammad 3 days ago

    you are so roud

  • laundry miracle
    laundry miracle 3 days ago

    I have been there I have lose my aunt ( I'm not lying ) and my aunt have been true a cancer
    But I never want to lose my parents because I'm still young I'm only 9 almost 10

    Like for felling bad for the and feeling bad for Chloe

  • The pijamas Almansori
    The pijamas Almansori 3 days ago +6

    I lost my dad in America I’m not from there 1 like 1 happy moment

  • #Timetobeu beyourownperson

    felt the same and still sometimes.

  • FaithQueens
    FaithQueens 3 days ago

    this kinda reminds me of Shane Dawson

  • RebelPlayz x
    RebelPlayz x 3 days ago

    I agree with Cloe so much, my grandma died a week before my performance in the city of Adelaide and then the worst was her funeral was the day of my performance and I hated it and teared up in my performance in the middle of it and another thing was it's so sad when you have to go to school while greifing get old times and people crowding you. My grandma died 5 days before my birthday aswell... but I still am sad after 2 years

  • Lilli K
    Lilli K 3 days ago

    Niki thinks she’s some like therapist

  • Meadow's baby alive nursery

    no, what they are saying is not true I know you can't control the feedback and I know how you feel even though I didn't lose my mom but I did lose my great grandma and I still think about it and it makes me travel to depression and when people bring me down I ignore them and think and act positively to keep me going. I'm sorry this happened to you!!! I love you Cloe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • jojo king
    jojo king 3 days ago

    Stop putting cloe out there and making her feel bad and yes I am subscribed to your Chanel I’m not like this but u put LaurDIY out there about her relationship and u made her feel bad sorry don’t do it again

  • Chloe Francis
    Chloe Francis 3 days ago

    I’m n
    I’m no
    I’m not
    I’m not d
    I’m not doing what you think I am doing

  • Victoria De la rosa
    Victoria De la rosa 3 days ago

    That's so flippin sad

    SAHIBNOOR MULTANI 3 days ago

    Your hair color got lighter

  • Abria Bayliff
    Abria Bayliff 3 days ago

    Omg I am so sorry for you Cloe . I can never imagine this happen to me. I didn’t know this until now but I am about to cry and it isn’t even my mom. Cloe just keep smiling and looking to the future and not worry about the past. Everyone reacts different to certain things and you aren’t wrong for acting this way. You are a beautiful, smart, funny, and amazing woman! Just keep smiling and be a princess that you are ! I love you Cloe ❤️
    Love you #1 fan

  • Imane Miss
    Imane Miss 3 days ago

    Chloe is always like pretty good literally issues like a little Close and she always liked loves pretty nice but like Nikki you’re not the same

  • Leanne Finch
    Leanne Finch 4 days ago

    It’s very sad

  • iqbal ahmed
    iqbal ahmed 4 days ago

    I feel bad fof you cloe

  • Njood N
    Njood N 4 days ago

    I Love you sooo much

  • Queen Potato
    Queen Potato 4 days ago

    I know how she feels.....
    My father died
    He was my world
    I think of suicide....

  • *cOUgh* *
    *cOUgh* * 4 days ago

    Ya'll are actually sick and twisted for using clo's mums death for likes, come on wtf this is sad.....

  • MAndrea Framnes
    MAndrea Framnes 4 days ago

    ur literally trying to be Shane Dawson LOL still love u but LOL.

  • Mermi corn lover
    Mermi corn lover 4 days ago

    I lost my dad when I was 7. It was so sad I couldn't go to his funeral...
    1 like = 1% my dad will forgive me for not going to his funeral...

  • Hessa Alzaabi
    Hessa Alzaabi 4 days ago

    Literally i was gonna cry in the middle of the video i left cuz I didn't want to be hurt

  • Riley I was eating by a turtl Ramage

    I had 3 deaths in 1 year. Cloe it’s so so hard. It’s been one year since my grandma passed. It got me too. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

  • nico nico nii
    nico nico nii 4 days ago

    everybody needs their mom , if my mom died i would be sad my whole life and never stop thinking about her , so guys stay with your mom and take care c:

  • Gacha Kitty Bear
    Gacha Kitty Bear 4 days ago


  • cat master
    cat master 4 days ago +1

    This vid was published 1 day before my birthday

  • Izzobel hughes
    Izzobel hughes 4 days ago +1

    My mom lost her battle with cancer and an eating disorder and I live with my dad. I cry myself to sleep alot of nights because I wish she was still here. I resently lost my sister to suicide so my life is falling apart basically. I am depressed and have bad anxiety. I am so sad 😭😭😭😭😭

  • Maya Doust
    Maya Doust 4 days ago

    I am soo sorry I love you you are amazing cloe it’s going to be ok 😥😢😭

  • Hana AYOUB
    Hana AYOUB 4 days ago

    I I love you USclip channel


  • Zaida's Biggest Fan
    Zaida's Biggest Fan 4 days ago

    Why do you make your face look like a model you r beutifol just the way you r ❤️❤️❤️

  • Sara Huque
    Sara Huque 4 days ago

    So sorry for you

  • Jennifer Plays
    Jennifer Plays 4 days ago

    This is absolutely ridiculous, people dont put specific stuff out there because they dont want to and you dont have the right to tuck ur nose into other people's matters, focus on ur life and honestly leave people's lives alone, Im not hating on her for ur info, I love and watch her but this is too far.

  • Sobhia Saghir
    Sobhia Saghir 4 days ago +1

    Don’t worry Chloe,
    I know what you’re going through.
    My mom also had cancer and I was only 5 years old. She’s still alive but the thought that I had when I was little is something that you never wanna think. I’m so proud of her and don’t let anyone tell you wrong about yours❣️❤️

  • purple elephants
    purple elephants 4 days ago

    Omg shut up guys you don’t know how it fells let her be it’s so sad if someone you love dies and clo I so sorry for your lose

  • olivia _123
    olivia _123 4 days ago

    Cloe is so strong,she is amazing she should get more love then hate. some people just don't understand (Like me) but i can feel her pain. she just needs to stay strong and some people understand! we all love her so much (i love her some much)

    LLAMA CRAZY 4 days ago

    I started crying because I lost my grandpa that was very close to me and I was very close to him to. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH

  • Willow Johnston
    Willow Johnston 4 days ago

    Omg I am so sorry for you :(:(

  • Evangeline Disley
    Evangeline Disley 4 days ago +1

    Treasure every single moment of your life,people say I wanna die I hate my life they don’t realise the meaning of death once it actually happens it’s heartbreaking be grateful I like one prayer for cloe💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  • lanirocks078 gutierrez

    My Dad lost his Mom in 2015 of a heart attack, and we visited her a lot even though she lived in Arkansas and we live in California, and she was a loving caring grandma to me and our family. And lived in a haunted house which killed my great grandma that was blind and died at 89 or 85 years old.My dad's mom died in her mid 50's.

  • Genesis Lawoye
    Genesis Lawoye 4 days ago

    everything that cloe said i fet because i lost my mom at the age of 8 from drawing in a lake and now ia m ten years old and it hurts to know she will not be there o see me grow and beome strong like be for she past away everything in my life was great i had house a dog a nice school i had frieands and the she past away it went all down heel like know i dont have a shoulder to cry on i dont have a prosen to talk to like i cant talk to anyone i tryed to this gurl that i thout was a good frieand but she bullied me for telling her loig someone you love i hard and know i try even harder to be someone great when i get older ad that even more stress telling is this good enough i could do better you should be happy dont cry and all that is stress that nobody needs but i have

  • Natalie Juarez
    Natalie Juarez 4 days ago

    Your super strong Chloe bc if I lost my mom I would be crying my eyes out your so brave I love u!

  • chocolatelover112504 0

    the people who disliked this video are heartless

  • Aisha Rehan
    Aisha Rehan 4 days ago +1

    I recently lost a someone really really close to me and I wish that no one goes through that darn experience because it’s the worst thing ever. Nikki I can’t thank you enough for this awareness❤️❤️❤️

  • Lily-Rose Brunson
    Lily-Rose Brunson 4 days ago

    i have lost my dad

  • Summer Johnston
    Summer Johnston 4 days ago

    My mum has a heart condition and I am so scared to lose her 😭😍

  • Summer Johnston
    Summer Johnston 4 days ago

    My mum has a heart condition and I am so scared to lose her 😭😍

  • Rose Mardin
    Rose Mardin 4 days ago

    I have never loved and missed my mum I was crying the whole time

  • Molls Witney
    Molls Witney 4 days ago

    Honestly this happened to my sister I know what it feels like 😭

  • Jesus Leon
    Jesus Leon 4 days ago

    I love cloecoture

  • Jiya Shariff
    Jiya Shariff 4 days ago

    Cloe we all love u stay strong losing a parent is so hard