I'm Gay - Eugene Lee Yang

  • Published on Jun 15, 2019
  • Eugene comes out as gay in his original, deeply personal music video, featuring music by ODESZA.
    Written, Directed, & Choreographed by Eugene Lee Yang
    A Moment Apart” & “Intro Instrumental” - listen now at odesza.lnk.to/amaYT
    Set Photography by JD Renes Photography
    Co-produced by EVERYBODYNEEDSUS
    Executive Producer - Cathleen Cher
    Producer - Sally Sujin Oh
    Director of Photography - Adam Lee
    Production Designer - Matt Soko
    Editor - Jonas Thorhallsson
    Colorist - Jakob Thorhallsson
    Hair - David Dang
    Makeup - Arianna Chaylene Bean
    Stylist - Farren Jean Andrèa
    Stylist Assistant - Kali Mackay
    Hair for Ensemble - Cayla Solomon
    Makeup for Ensemble - Kasha Lassien
    Oscar Utiérre
    Farren Jean Andrèa
    Malan Breton
    Eugene Lee Yang
    Sister - Grace Yoo
    Brother - Intae Kim
    Mother - Terumi Shimazu
    Father - Gary Murakami
    Girl - Sophia Oddi
    Boy - Joshua Blaine
    Kim Chi
    Jazzmyne Jay
    Rhea Litré
    Mayhem Miller
    Curly Velasquez
    Arisce Wanzer
    Jason Beaubien, Ryan Blake, Sol Deleo, Mitchell Flores, William Fryt, Mario Godiva, Delaney Goodman, Carter Lee, Jake Mason, Ava Minett, Loretta Minett, Rene Punzalan, Hector Sanchez, Donavan Sanders, Daniel Suarez, Aus Wang, Roman Young
    Hind Boa, Justin Chen, Isaac Chu, Felicia Coito, Maiquel Denee, Kate Duffy, Alexandria Herring, Gideon Jacob, Samuel Johnson, Dyan Jong, Aris Kakkis, Danny Lam, Jeremy Lam, Shantell Lamb, Doinelle Macabugao, Lesha McBride, Annie Nguyen, Pat Nguyen, Robyin Nguyen, Devin Parker, Nick Rufca, Alyssa Santos, Zain Shami
    Assistant Director - Clyde Goins
    2nd AD - Dolly Gray
    Music Supervisor - Cathleen Cher
    1st AC - Dawson Taylor
    2nd AC - Oscar Martinez
    Gaffer - Devon Wilson
    Best Boy Electric - Vince Valentin
    Key Grip - Huan Manton
    Best Boy Grip - Justin Lee
    Art Director - Spencer Trent
    Set Dresser - Devin Parker
    Crane Operators - Ryan Elliott, Mike Pusatere
    Production Assistants - Delaney Goodman, Izzy Mojamiid, Sergio Ochoa
    Catering - Humberto's Catering
    Weho Dodgeball
    Now More Than Ever Artists
    East West Players
    Virtual World Arcade
    Adam Foley & Ninja Tune
  • Film & AnimationFilm & Animation

Comments • 139 386

  • Sketchy Scars
    Sketchy Scars 6 hours ago


  • Shadow Draws & Stuff
    Shadow Draws & Stuff 6 hours ago

    Thanks for showing your story, i just know it will help somebody else to be themselves and to discover who they are

  • Ben Gavagan
    Ben Gavagan 7 hours ago

    Such a lovely video ❤️

  • Sofi M
    Sofi M 7 hours ago

    *This is the most breathtaking masterpiece Ever made.*

  • Ivivion
    Ivivion 9 hours ago

    The best coming out story every like omg i cried and i watched this like 100 times.

  • BirdLovers128
    BirdLovers128 9 hours ago

    This is so beautiful and touching. I'm really proud of him for doing this. Not only just him, but to others who have come out or are just happy with who they feel like they truly are. I wish everyone could be accepting but sadly it's not how it works. I'm a transgender male and to all of those in the LGBTQ+ community, I love you and there are many who support us. Don't give up hope.

  • Justin Lopez
    Justin Lopez 10 hours ago

    Love ❤️ UwU

  • TPegis Music
    TPegis Music 10 hours ago

    Oh My God This is so Touching I Cried
    P. S. I’m Pansexual

  • Jannie Forde
    Jannie Forde 10 hours ago

    I love people I ain't saying gay homosexual cause we are all just people and my small bit of support may not help much but you have it

  • P4Ri5 _
    P4Ri5 _ 10 hours ago

    you do you bro.

  • Kpoplover Forever
    Kpoplover Forever 11 hours ago

    Don't let anyone else judge you YOU are PERFECT

  • Kpoplover Forever
    Kpoplover Forever 11 hours ago

    This is the best pride video I've ever seen be who you choose to be😊🌈💓

  • the girl Gamer
    the girl Gamer 11 hours ago +1

    The scene where they all at the party i noticed all the drag queens in each colour of the flag
    EDIT: 2:44 u can just about see all

  • give this weeb some oxiJIN

    this was beautiful. needed no words!!

  • Clown World
    Clown World 12 hours ago

    It was kinda fucking obvious m8.

  • Logan Hill
    Logan Hill 13 hours ago

    This is the best thing I’ve ever seen.....

  • clo lynch
    clo lynch 13 hours ago

    i just watched this for the 10000 time and am STILL speechless

  • Crystal 22
    Crystal 22 13 hours ago

    eugene is cute❤️but his gay damn it ,disclaimer its just a joke

  • Nikita Solanki
    Nikita Solanki 14 hours ago

    Eugene you are the bestest part of every youtube video !! 💓💓💓

  • Debanjan Pathak
    Debanjan Pathak 15 hours ago

    This was art. Beautiful.

  • Yo this is me
    Yo this is me 15 hours ago


  • Krittika Sengupta
    Krittika Sengupta 15 hours ago

    I don't care if Eugene is gay, but in next life you are mine!
    That absolute perfection of masculinity. Gosh Eugene how many times more would you make me fall in love....

  • %1 0 0 M E
    %1 0 0 M E 15 hours ago

    We all knew that after that straight vs gay guy vid he acted more like a gay guy so here’s his coming out but in all respect we all support your decision stay strong and don’t let anyone bring you down

  • Lify 97
    Lify 97 16 hours ago

    *I'm straight. But this video is beautiful and broke my heart at the same time.*

  • Demi Jo
    Demi Jo 16 hours ago +1

    Love the hidden message behind those in white vs those in black. 🖤

  • boviean 07
    boviean 07 16 hours ago +1

    i keep coming back to this, its just so beautiful and original, it makes me feel even prouder of who i am

  • fifa fifa
    fifa fifa 16 hours ago +1

    Orlando nightclub shooting , hope that shit happens again , god , that shit will be epic

  • Spyridon Papazisis
    Spyridon Papazisis 17 hours ago +1

    Okay fashion on point

  • Wandi Riswan
    Wandi Riswan 17 hours ago

    Play this video but with we are number one ... It will become we are gay

  • Tracey Williams
    Tracey Williams 17 hours ago +1

    𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉. 𝒲𝒶𝓈. 𝓖𝓞𝓡𝓖𝓔𝓞𝓤𝓢 🥀

  • The Diva
    The Diva 17 hours ago

    I would say it’s not gay if the balls don’t touch but uh.....

  • Emma Diaz
    Emma Diaz 18 hours ago +2

    It does not mater if your gay or not you will always be the best person ever, never let anyone bring u down and if they do its just makes you stronger.💕❤ You will be and always be the best person and a awesome person by being yourself and not keep you true self from the world but if u do u are still an a awesome person and the best person ever. Remember to always be yourself and let no one bring you down and showing yourself brings light shine down on you 🌈💜💙💚💛🧡💖

  • Jamie Perry
    Jamie Perry 19 hours ago

    No matter what you are, You're beautiful.

  • NetSunJin
    NetSunJin 19 hours ago


  • ? Loki ?
    ? Loki ? 20 hours ago

    I never expected this video to come out, ever. But, I’m glad it did.

  • shab90
    shab90 20 hours ago

    Maybe it’s time for me to come out

  • Kinshuk Dasgupta
    Kinshuk Dasgupta 20 hours ago

    Can someone help me understand what’s going on I’m major confused

  • Li se
    Li se 20 hours ago +1

    this video still speaks to me profoundly. the ending scene where eugene keeps his chin high and fights to keep his face neutral is such an incredibly relatable feeling. when the whole world's against you by virtue of your existence, you really do have to choose to rise above it and stay strong, or else you'll wind up breaking

  • Espir
    Espir 20 hours ago


  • Con Migo
    Con Migo 21 hour ago


  • Paula Leahy
    Paula Leahy 22 hours ago

    There are no words to fully describe how moving this is. I'd love to see a video of the other Guys reactions to seeing it for the first time. If they're anything like me they'd be amazed, heartbroken and crying in a heap on the floor.

  • Aimdroid K
    Aimdroid K 22 hours ago

    This gave me chills. What a beautiful video of a beautiful soul.

  • Sena Baag
    Sena Baag 23 hours ago +1

    This Video is Proof That
    🇦 🇨 🇹 🇮 🇴 🇳 🇸
    Speak Loder Than Words.

  • Nel's Wolf
    Nel's Wolf 23 hours ago

    Wait he's Gay. I thought he was bisexual

  • Jair Bair
    Jair Bair 23 hours ago

    I'm a dancer and a part of the LGBT community and this video means so much to me because dance is my life and this topic is addressed so well.

  • sophie crosby
    sophie crosby 23 hours ago

    so moving and i wouldnt normally cry from a music video. really beautiful!!

  • Miriam Lachica
    Miriam Lachica Day ago

    I've seen this so many times and still think the song says "I love you bitch"

  • Liz Lindain
    Liz Lindain Day ago

    i watch this everyday because this is so beautiful. i love you guys

  • Fernanda Santos
    Fernanda Santos Day ago

    I got goosebumps from watching this.

  • Fernanda Santos
    Fernanda Santos Day ago

    This is fucking beautiful.

  • T.u Amorsote
    T.u Amorsote Day ago

    Wao... I love it :)

  • Викторин Резников

    haha nigga u gay😂😂

  • Tayler Maddocks
    Tayler Maddocks Day ago +1

    this is one of my favorite coming out videos/videos in general as a dancer. i love the choreography and the way that it portrays eugene’s story. i will forever love this video.

  • Isabella Bækdael
    Isabella Bækdael Day ago +1

    I’ve probably seen this video ten times and to this day I still get the chills. This video is so powerful. Well done!

  • honeyseokjin
    honeyseokjin Day ago

    AAAAA this hit me so hard oh my god :((

  • Sofia Marzullo
    Sofia Marzullo Day ago

    i love this so fucking much

  • Kealan Scanlan
    Kealan Scanlan Day ago +1

    Love all

  • Latincic Emma
    Latincic Emma Day ago +3

    we knew he was gay since the beginning

  • fifa fifa
    fifa fifa Day ago

    he's sucking dick's by now and y'all care about is this gay ass fucking music video , the fuck happened to the world.

    • yourdailydoseofbfb __
      yourdailydoseofbfb __ 12 hours ago +1

      fifa fifa what you do mean by "lmao"? Honestly we don't even need you here, if you have something like this to say to him, keep it to yourself. It is perfectly fine to be gay. You're the people who cause LGBT people to not think good about themselves, and think that they are not who they actually are. Seriously, you should be saying lmao to yourself here, cause you a giant ass clown 🤡

    • fifa fifa
      fifa fifa 17 hours ago


    • Allie Watts
      Allie Watts 19 hours ago +2

      Honestly...you need to shut it. We as people have opinions and that is ok. If you don't respect someone or something say nothing.

    • Woah
      Woah 22 hours ago +2

      fifa fifa we started having common sense. That’s what happened to the world. So what if he was? Seems to me like you’re jealous. He’s telling us he’s gay. He’s helping a charity for suicidal children. He’s telling a story. He’s helping every member of lgbtq. Support or move on. Nobody knows who you are or care. We don’t need your opinion if you’re just gonna try to make yourself look like a fool.

  • fifa fifa
    fifa fifa Day ago


  • Michael Harper
    Michael Harper Day ago +1

    Yay for Eugene. All love💛💙💜💚❤

    • Woah
      Woah 22 hours ago +1

      fifa fifa nobody invited you here. Honestly you’re the one searching up “im gay” to find this video. I think you might be confused.

    • fifa fifa
      fifa fifa Day ago

      fuck off gay fucker

  • Jacko Taytay
    Jacko Taytay Day ago

    I'm really happy for you eugene

  • empressrohroh
    empressrohroh Day ago +1

    Two words... Powerful and Bravo.

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago +1

      fifa fifa you’ve made so many comments here that I’m starting to be concerned about your mental health. Listen, just cause you can’t find love,doesn’t mean other people can’t have it. Go find help

    • fifa fifa
      fifa fifa Day ago

      two words ... gay and GAY

  • Julia Robinson
    Julia Robinson Day ago

    He seems like the least gay out of them yet here he is 💛💛

  • Mother Hazard
    Mother Hazard Day ago

    Im not crying you are

  • Yairis Matos
    Yairis Matos Day ago +2

    I think this is beautiful. In the beginning he is finding out who he wants to be. He n his siblings learns things from his mother n father. His brother goes to like more the things his father does whiles him n his sister like more the things their mother does. But his father wants him to be a man. He goes to the church n they become segregated. The people in white are those who do not understand or like ones who are in the LGBTQ community. N those who are in black are either those who are in the LGBTQ community or have no issues wit those who choose to be. He doesn’t understand. So it cuts to him meeting a girl. He begins to dance wit her n then he sees a man who he has more interest wit. The women who he was wit before is happy for him n they part ways.(she wears a dark color) Then he tells everyone who he is.(their at the party) N the person in the white comes to shut it down. He is grabbed n pulled down by people in white. Those who have a problem wit his sexuality. They beat him up n leave him. Then he sees his family. His brother n sister r in black n they come to comfort him. While his parents are in white. N they begin to pick a fight. He finally gets back up n is met with supporters but also haters. He gets through them all. N is scared at first then becomes stronger. At the end unlike the beginning when he was wit his family. He is now wit a new group which is called his family for them being supportive through the whole way🥴👏🏽

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago +2

      ?? So basically you can’t back up anything your saying. Listen homophobe, nobody is gonna listen to you. Saying that doesn’t make me any less gay 🏳️‍🌈

    • ??
      ?? 21 hour ago

      Gay is not okay period

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago

      ?? Ok tell me every reason why you think being gay isn’t ok. I can prove them all wrong I guarantee you

    • ??
      ?? Day ago

      So I could tell you

    • Yairis Matos
      Yairis Matos Day ago

      ?? Why r u even watchin the video then ? If it’s such a problem to u ?

  • Mel ComX
    Mel ComX Day ago

    He is so talented !

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago

      ?? He is

    • ??
      ?? 21 hour ago

      No he’s not

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago

      ?? Yep. He is

    • ??
      ?? Day ago +1

      No he’s not

  • AnimeLover Fan
    AnimeLover Fan Day ago

    i love gay people more than others actually.....btw i read yaoi/bl comics too so yea.

    • Woah
      Woah 8 hours ago

      ?? Every sexuality is great

    • ??
      ?? 9 hours ago


    • AnimeLover Fan
      AnimeLover Fan 11 hours ago

      @?? what is is wrong with being gay?

    • yourdailydoseofbfb __
      yourdailydoseofbfb __ 12 hours ago +1

      ?? You literally have one reason which makes no fucking sense. You have nothing to cover up your reason. Honestly fuck off and leave this community alone.

    • ??
      ?? 12 hours ago

      AnimeLover Fan being gay IS bad

  • Romy Singh
    Romy Singh Day ago +1

    What a master piece.. You have a rich vision which goes beyond limits.
    Love you eugine.. I respect you
    Be proud of yourself !BE HAPPY BRO!
    You are one gifted GUY..🇮🇳🇮🇳

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago

      ?? Too late. I already am

    • ??
      ?? Day ago

      Don’t be proud of yourself

  • yourdailydoseofbfb __

    Is it strange I also find at the beginning everyone repeats the same actions as the parents and in the church? Like everyone has to be the same and fit in with everyone else. Example, you can’t be lgbt, you have to be like everyone else.

    • yourdailydoseofbfb __
      yourdailydoseofbfb __ Day ago

      0:50 also shows how he can’t do more feminine activities since he’s male.

  • Jen Love
    Jen Love Day ago

    Omg I’m in tears 😭😩👌🏽👌🏽🔥🔥🔥@thetryguys

  • Chello
    Chello Day ago +2

    This helps so many people around the globe, thank you.

  • Steffi Van Landeghem

    Respect! Beautifully made! ❤️

  • Chiara
    Chiara Day ago

    i dont know, the video is weird...

  • evlqueen
    evlqueen Day ago


  • aaraty ajay
    aaraty ajay Day ago

    Beautiful. I'm crying.

  • yvonne771111
    yvonne771111 Day ago

    I dont support lgbtq but i love this !

    • ??
      ?? 9 hours ago

      No u

    • Woah
      Woah 10 hours ago

      ?? No u

    • ??
      ?? 12 hours ago

      Allie Watts no u

    • Allie Watts
      Allie Watts 19 hours ago

      ?? Oh hun your parents hate you

  • RoxiBoxiRXD
    RoxiBoxiRXD Day ago

    Who's here from Poland after another violent act of homophobia on march?

  • Michael O’Brien
    Michael O’Brien Day ago +1

    Nobody cares

    • Allie Watts
      Allie Watts 19 hours ago

      About you.

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago +2

      Michael O’Brien wasn’t for you. This isn’t trending anymore so why you here?

    • ??
      ?? Day ago

      I know right

  • Noah Helm
    Noah Helm Day ago

    kinda pissed that there’s dislikes

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago +2

      ?? Congrats. No one cares

    • ??
      ?? Day ago

      I’m one of them

  • Why so Serious
    Why so Serious Day ago

    Like am I the only one who was thinking/knowing that he is gay?

  • Christy Russo
    Christy Russo Day ago

    Absolutely amazing 💕

  • Ivan Antich
    Ivan Antich Day ago


    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago +3

      ?? 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈☑️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈☑️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈☑️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈☑️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • ??
      ?? Day ago


  • 1Goddess31
    1Goddess31 Day ago

    Wow! Excellent work Eugene! Bravo!!!!! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽❤️

  • Denne Gene
    Denne Gene Day ago

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 💕 💕 💕 💕 💕 🌈

  • Mountaine
    Mountaine Day ago

    This is gorgeous, moving, inspiring. I'll be thinking about it as I continue making my "gaymale poetry" videos. If you like, take a look. usclip.net/channel/UCmR7sU3Z58M2b85LYdzHRWw

  • Gaby Aldaz
    Gaby Aldaz Day ago

    This is just amazing. You are an artist, is in you whole existence.

  • ZL Productions
    ZL Productions Day ago


  • Pixel
    Pixel Day ago

    Man this hit me hard, i just came out to my parents as Bi and they didn't take it well...i cant even imagine coming out to millions of people publicly like Eugene

  • Judies Journey
    Judies Journey Day ago


  • Michael Robinson

    This is incredible.

  • Picket Pants
    Picket Pants Day ago

    I have come back to watch this video at least 5 times now. It is still as wonderful each time, and each time I watch it I pick up on something I didn't notice before. Eugene is amazing. It also always breaks my heart because it isn't a happy ending. I hope he does get his happy ending someday.

  • Did you call me a thot

    Why am I crying

  • Sage Does Stuff
    Sage Does Stuff Day ago +1

    This one here. This one here is a complete fucking goddex. We stan. We absolutely stan.

  • Jack Daniels
    Jack Daniels Day ago

    Bro this is kinda obvious

  • Robbie Reina
    Robbie Reina Day ago

    I still watch this video and it always is able to bring me to tears. It really does show how scary it is to come out and to truly accept yourself and accept that people won't like you for being yourself. I still am in denial about some things and I came out at a young age it was terrifying I was lucky to have a supportive family but one of them, the one I thought I was most closest to is homophobic and doesn't like that I am very open about my sexuality and that I'm gay. He does talk about it behind my back and even makes fun of my other sibling and calls him names like fag and its scary to think that a family member can truly just let go of you so fast just because the people your attracted to isn't right in their mind.

  • Bauze
    Bauze Day ago

    Awesome moves

  • Stephen Holt
    Stephen Holt Day ago

    Wasn't prepared to cry this much today.

  • Bye Felisha
    Bye Felisha Day ago

    I'm not crying you're crying.

  • L!Ljojo GotFlOw
    L!Ljojo GotFlOw Day ago

    He got that forza horizon 4 start up music

    • Woah
      Woah 21 hour ago

      L!Ljojo GotFlOw no it’s odesza music. They just used it like Eugene did. The credit is in the description