People Read Strangers' Darkest Secrets

  • Published on Jul 19, 2018
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  • Jubilee
    Jubilee  6 months ago +3128

    Hey Jubilee family 👋Seeking Secrets is finally back. This series has a soft spot in our hearts and we know how much it means to you all. Thank you so much to our sponsor BetterHelp. If you or anyone you know is struggling or just need to talk to a trained professional about life, please consider BetterHelp ( ). We're so proud to partner with them; we truly do believe in the power of therapy to bring healing and comfort to anyone, in all walks of life. Love you Jubilee fam! ❤️

    • Nathaniel Stickle
      Nathaniel Stickle 6 days ago

      Jubilee scam

    • Anna Louise
      Anna Louise Month ago

      Jubilee One of my friends told me he had attempted suicide the night before and was going to try again that night. I didn’t tell anyone and didn’t know who to tell. The next day when i got to school I was informed by my friends that he had succeeded.

    • Lavonte A
      Lavonte A Month ago +1

      0:00 That girl is really cute who is she????

    • GoneFlying
      GoneFlying 2 months ago +2

      I’m not trying to be negative or trying to ridicule you but, may I please ask you to take down the link. If you haven’t seen news about better help, pretty much it’s just a scam. The terms of service claim that their not responsible if your counselor is bad and if the counselor can’t handle your situation, they throw you to someone else. It also says that they don’t check to see if their actual counselors in which, obviously, is bad. Also please look up more on this. I’ve only touched the surface of the the situation.

    • Iman Diaz
      Iman Diaz 2 months ago


  • Romi Wright
    Romi Wright Day ago

    “He drowned in September” I’m crying.

  • Sleepy Queeu
    Sleepy Queeu Day ago +1

    omfg this is so sad.

  • mY wIg SHiStEr
    mY wIg SHiStEr Day ago

    My darkest secret my cousin did molest me when I was 4 and 5 and forced me to watch porn if I every told my parents they wouldn't believe cause and now till this day I deal with depression , anxiety and anorexia

  • XxTwistiess
    XxTwistiess Day ago

    Me: in 15 seconds 💔
    Brain DON’T CRY
    Me: i canttttttt
    Brain: FIGHT IT.
    Me: noooooo
    Brain: oh god here comes the water works...
    Me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

  • Azure Wing
    Azure Wing 2 days ago

    The first one made a lump in my throat.

  • Nastelle Van Niekerk

    South me a happy without me specially chats and the same so I just wanna say goodbye USclip goodbye before you lose hope they are to this reading this I just wanna say goodbye

  • heather
    heather 2 days ago

    ok off topic, and i dont mean to be rude but how do people just not know how to swim?

  • RadioPusheenCat
    RadioPusheenCat 2 days ago

    Come here 🥺
    ( -~-)
    /> >\. U needs a huge

  • Khalil Covers
    Khalil Covers 2 days ago

    *he drowned in september*
    i was literally crying... 💔

  • Kaylah B.
    Kaylah B. 2 days ago

    My heart hurts for these men & women😭

  • Jared Adam Christensen

    The first one hits home for me. My best friend was driving home drunk from a house party. I should have told him not to but I thought he was going to be okay and not drink and take an uber back home in case he was. I found out the next day, september 5th, he was in a one man car collision with the bumper on a highway. His car rolled down the hill and was on fire for 20 whole minutes. He was 19 years old. He just graduated highschool one year prior.

  • Paigey Pop
    Paigey Pop 2 days ago

    The first one hurt my heart! May he Rest In Peace

  • Samual Palmer
    Samual Palmer 2 days ago

    Around 3.19, I cried my eyes out when she said it about being out of your control, and it’s something that you think you know, but when she said it I just couldn’t help but react, because it only ever be. Me saying it to myself, even if she’s not saying it to me specifically (that was quite a mess of a comment sorry if it makes no sense)

  • black wolf
    black wolf 3 days ago

    My biggest regret is bieng alive cuase IAM a failure and I always had been I always realy on people and I hate that IAM like a parasite I feel like a mistake like IAM in a would that don't want me no more how would I survive I wonder bieng a failure means you won't survive

  • Ava Mars
    Ava Mars 3 days ago

    I am ashamed of my body and I tell people to love themselves. THAT HIT ME HARD

  • Annissa Henderson
    Annissa Henderson 3 days ago

    Way to break my heart and less than a minute 🥺🥺😓

  • Just Me
    Just Me 3 days ago

    Wow I thought my life was hard until I watched this vid and read all these comments.....

  • Lily J
    Lily J 3 days ago

    These ppl who wrote their secrets to be read were consensual

  • Delirious 0923
    Delirious 0923 3 days ago

    Ohhhh why am I watching this? Oh Jesus please someone get me some tissues please.

  • Hall Pie
    Hall Pie 3 days ago

    I just encountered this kind of videos today and I think they'd be a great method for therapy too. I always thought that sometimes being able to share your problems/secrets anonymously is much more helpful than meeting therapists and having to have face to face talks. Although participating in online forums is another way, I think these videos really help bring the atmosphere and make you sympathize with the senders more. Also you could see opinions from many other people in the comments, not just from specifically someone. And even when this couldn't help much and they still couldn't find the solutions, I really appreciate the fact that there's more meaningful interaction here compared to just writing your problems online.

  • Rody
    Rody 3 days ago

    What’s the soundtrack in the background??

  • Mo0nie Pie_
    Mo0nie Pie_ 3 days ago

    i have some darkest secrets too...
    my friend told me she was sick
    but i say she was faking sick
    but the next day she sick until she had headache, she been cut her arms cause of bullies.
    now she gone forever...she dies in 7 april 2016
    if u think this is lie. then where u proof.
    we was 15 years old.
    i miss bella , that's is her name..

  • lucy d
    lucy d 3 days ago

    wow. the first one 😥

  • Nixus Tales
    Nixus Tales 3 days ago

    My dark secret,

    I want to go to school, and get away from my family. My friends are really the only ones there for me, and my family doesn’t give a damn about me.

    Lately, my mom and dad have been going on business trips for what feels like forever, and now i’m stuck with my 3 brothers that constantly try to sexually assault me and try to rape me.

    Anyway, I’m still going on with life, learning new things, auditioning for a job and other things. I just want to leave this mess.

    I’m tired of telling myself I’m strong, when I know that all of it’s a lie.

    I’m just really tired of it all.

  • Ordinary Lara
    Ordinary Lara 3 days ago +1

    This is my secret..
    For year my grandpa had been sick a lot but in 2017 it was really bad this time, he had to stay at the hospital and as time went by he got skinner and looked different, as months went by of him in and out of the hospital i hadn’t seen or talked to him in around 5 months, i guess i was afraid of seeming him like this. finally on 25th Oct, 2017 he passed away.. i regret not seeing him, the last thing i can remember saying was “i love you” it was on the phone.. my mum said it for me. Now i have no grandparents who are here with me.. :((((

  • * Pastelime *
    * Pastelime * 3 days ago

    My biggest secret:

    Every time someone ask me what's wrong, I don't tell them, because I don't even know what's wrong with me. 😞

  • Karis Kroeker
    Karis Kroeker 3 days ago +1

    My darkest secret is:
    I told my friend that I didn't have time to help her with homework even though I did.... (This was a few years ago) she failed and was so discouraged she told her parents, ashouldnt gave her a lecture about why she shouldn't fail, and about why they were mad that she failed. She committed suicide a day later.

    • Karis Kroeker
      Karis Kroeker 3 days ago

      Oops. Not ashouldnt. I meant: and they.

  • Emo Nightmare
    Emo Nightmare 4 days ago +1

    "My friend asked me to teach him how to swim."
    "But I didn't because I was too lazy."
    "He drowned in September...."
    BEN Drowned??? IS THAT YOU??? (I'm trying to lighten the mood, here ;3;)

    • Emo Nightmare
      Emo Nightmare 3 days ago

      BEN Drowned is a Creepypasta :3

    • Alien
      Alien 3 days ago

      I don't get it

  • Selppa C
    Selppa C 4 days ago

    The first one tho....😳😢

  • Epileptic
    Epileptic 4 days ago +1

    My biggest secret is that I dream about suicide every night...

  • Orsan Sami
    Orsan Sami 4 days ago

    Well this is me 1:48

  • sanji vinsmoke
    sanji vinsmoke 4 days ago

    The secret at like 2:25 is obviously a lie. No father would do that, even a century ago.

    • Canned Bread
      Canned Bread 3 days ago

      Yes they would. Some father's are just shitty.

  • Theo Aaron
    Theo Aaron 4 days ago

    I've been in and out of foster homes since I was 2weeks old I'm 16 (over 38 homes) I have atypical anorexia and chronic illness that prevents proper movement in my hips I have heirshbrungs at 13 I fired my adoption social worker because I lost all hope in the future I started cutting and over doseing on the hour and I lost hope in someone loveing me especially after I came out as queer I'm 3years strong with my partner and getting adopted this summer I'm finally (after 3 years) getting a service dog I'm still copeing with my sexual assult but I know it's not my fault things get better just hang in there

  • PatrickIV
    PatrickIV 4 days ago

    1:02 now your an angsty, self centered, adult

  • gypsi ortiz
    gypsi ortiz 4 days ago +2

    I had a friend when I was 6 years she call me to her house and when I got their I sole her parents fighting and when I went to her room she graded her father gun and shot herself right infrount of me I sole her letter it said " I told many time that I was depressed I sole my parents fight so much that I'm tired of it i can't handle it I'm sorry (my name ) " i always wonder if I could have done something and this just stick in my head so much I try doing the exact same thing but the doctor brought me to life but that doesn't mean I'm not still depressed

  • Xuffle
    Xuffle 4 days ago

    One word to describe this video: oof

  • samuelsav
    samuelsav 4 days ago +1

    1:18 relate but I don’t have pressure from my mom I’m just very sad sometimes because my parents are split up and I never see my brother 😭❤️

  • Tuna Betta Fishhh
    Tuna Betta Fishhh 4 days ago +1

    A secret of mine...?

    I've had 12 suicide attempts, and still contemplate suicide, and I still haven't told my parents. I also started cutting, and I was happy because of it. I knew it was wrong. But... it made me feel in control of myself. I felt better.
    3 of my friends had died from suicide. One of them was when I was eight. The day before, we were in a huge argument, and the last words I said to her was,"I hate you!" And left. The next day, all I saw was her hanging dead body. This was just unlucky placement. In her diary, it said she was planning it on her 15th birthday for quite some time, but I still felt like I was a huge part of it.
    My other two friends never really liked or cared about me. They usually talked between themselves and left me out of everything, and always took their anger out on me. But I still loved and cared for them. One committed suicide in a terrible way, and the other.... was caused by hers. I still miss them dearly though... Even though they always talked terrible behind my backs and always made everything seem like my fault. If I told them to stop, then they would keep teasing me, and if I threatened to leave, then they would guilt me into staying. Nevertheless, rest in peace Claire, she died in 2013, and Alexandria and Madeline, who both died last year...

  • Ryan Walker [That One Guy]

    I just told myself to always be '' fine '' but I wasn't my family would often fight each other.. breaking myself apart. I'm selfish but i'm not selfish around those in need. I don't care what other people say about me perhaps I do by the fact that i'm selfish enough to not care about others. This is all they have told me past these years...

  • Xxxtentacion xX
    Xxxtentacion xX 5 days ago

    I'm too busy helping people solve their problems to forget about my own...

  • Laiba Imran
    Laiba Imran 5 days ago

    God made your body. Treat it well. Love yourself.

  • Gloria Otako
    Gloria Otako 5 days ago

    I copy others, I except hate not because I’m strong but because I suck
    I hate not having the ability to help especially when I’m getting all the luck while others are suffering

  • King Gabe Gomes
    King Gabe Gomes 5 days ago +1


  • X O
    X O 5 days ago +2

    Rape is always out of the victims control

  • Hung Le
    Hung Le 5 days ago +1

    My darkest secret...

    One of my parents is a molester. I don't know how to feel about that.

  • Tyler Yoongi
    Tyler Yoongi 5 days ago

    1:49 is deep.

  • the outsider
    the outsider 5 days ago +1

    Geez. that first one reminds me of into the ocean by blue October.

  • chiquita bochito
    chiquita bochito 5 days ago +1

    j e s u s

  • mc. nuggie aka gay boi

    Better help rejected me from therapy because they thought that I needed to see a face to face therapist....but I don't have the time or the money....

  • Kiera Sullivan
    Kiera Sullivan 5 days ago

    I had chills the entire time😭💔

  • bryer06
    bryer06 6 days ago +1

    Why can I relate to this so much I was crying while watching this...

  • BlaBlartur
    BlaBlartur 6 days ago


  • putri kim
    putri kim 6 days ago

    indonesia cc, please

  • Nemwar R
    Nemwar R 6 days ago


  • Innerpeace Love
    Innerpeace Love 6 days ago +1

    My darkest secret is... when I was in the 3rd grade. A kid named Jacob was the new kid. He really caught on for being well liked in class and everyone wanted to be his friend. So one day when the whole class was watching ‘The Polar Express’ it was close to the end. And he asked “can I sit by you”? I bluntly said “no, someone’s sitting their” *when there really wasn’t* he left and cried. In my young mind I didn’t think I did anything bad at the time. But I guess as you get older you learn from your mistakes. But back to the story. After I had said that, about 2 days later, I was in my mom’s friends salon that she owns and we were watching the news on a dad that shot his whole family and then himself. And among the victims was Jacob... to this day, I still cry and legit mentally punish myself for not being nice to him and I should have let him sit by me. That will haunt me forever.
    The morale of the story is that... learn from my mistakes and to be kind to others.

  • Kitty Cats
    Kitty Cats 6 days ago

    My darkest secret is that, since, my family isn’t that rich to buy fancy and trendy things so at school...

    I feel as if nobody accepts me but my closest friends

  • Molly Claire
    Molly Claire 6 days ago

    1:20 this guy made me feel better tbh

  • Memey_ GachaGirl
    Memey_ GachaGirl 7 days ago

    The first one tho...

  • KioKpoperColdplayer04

    My darkest secret is that I have a kink on a teddy bear.
    The second one...I don't know how to say it in English...le tengo un miedo terrible a expresar completamente mis sentimientos, porque no quiero perder lo que logré, no quiero que me rechacen...

  • Simon Chilaka
    Simon Chilaka 7 days ago

    In my opinion, I don't feel these are darkest secrets and these are painful secrets. But it is really heartbreaking to see what one human can do to a fellow human!

  • cutedalready
    cutedalready 7 days ago

    Why is it that most of that majority of the readers look.Asian

  • Acuna Matata
    Acuna Matata 7 days ago

    My biggest and darkest secret is

    That I was abused when I was really young by my half brother, half sister, a family friend, and by my babysitter over the years until 2015 I never told anyone and I struggle with depression what hurts the most is that my mom works so hard to keep a roof over our head, food in our stomach, and tries to keep us safe and she never knew what happened to me in her own home 😞

  • Adriana Hristeva
    Adriana Hristeva 7 days ago

    Sometimes i am glad that I’m not that pretty

    At least nobody wants to rape me

  • Rebecca Harrison
    Rebecca Harrison 7 days ago

    I remember I promised to train one of my friends how to do multiple laps out on the field. A few years later he was transfered to an American high school. I didnt keep my promise and he was killed in a school shooting because he couldnt run away fast enough...

  • xTinax xSalvatorex
    xTinax xSalvatorex 7 days ago +1

    1:35 me...

  • AvaThat_robloxPlayer !

    That immediately killed me in the first 5 secs

  • Margaret surendren
    Margaret surendren 7 days ago

    “I’m ashamed of my body, but i tell other people to love themselves”
    I couldn’t relate more

  • London Pairett
    London Pairett 7 days ago

    My huge secret I’m about to tell you if your scrolling through the comments:

    I didn’t cry when my dad died in his sleep in the room right next to me.

  • CaptainDress
    CaptainDress 7 days ago

    I was molested by my cousin, and when his sister and aunt found out, they accused me of lying and wanting attention. No one really liked him and they knew that and so they said that someone put me up to it.
    *I was 5 when it started and it didn’t stop until I was 6. Now tell me that I was to blame*

  • Binhao Wu
    Binhao Wu 7 days ago

    the one about not deserving love really hit me hard

  • acey edits
    acey edits 7 days ago

    me and my sister were fighting june 3rd 2015. i told her i don't like her anymore and i would move away and never talk to her again. as a 9 year old i was just messing around. my birthday was june 5th, later thatt day in school she had a heart attack. now i didn't get called down to the office until about 1:30. my mom broke down and couldn't even manage to tell me. my father had to tell me, i always wondered why ' two days before my birthday?. because i deserved it. '

  • Idania G
    Idania G 7 days ago

    2:14 this just gave me chills if he believes this about woman imagine what he is capable of doing to a female by having that mind set

  • Arielle Dickson
    Arielle Dickson 7 days ago

    This made me cry🙁

  • RG lAlicial
    RG lAlicial 7 days ago +1

    The first one hit me like a bus. All of these bring back all hidden emotions

  • Official TitusRbx
    Official TitusRbx 7 days ago

    Why I September that’s my birthday month 😩😩😩😩

  • Ashley cook
    Ashley cook 7 days ago

    I was sexually Assualted by my step brother a few months ago in 2018.
    He is a year younger than me. Now I feel like it's my fault for letting it happen, and that I should've been stronger.

  • CandySwirl Arts
    CandySwirl Arts 8 days ago

    “Listens to the first one” Ok well I’m done now

  • iiLxrana
    iiLxrana 8 days ago


  • ROW 15
    ROW 15 8 days ago

    My darkest secret, “ I’m hungry “

  • Ana Payan
    Ana Payan 8 days ago

    Woah, these comments are also very deep. ☹️

  • Areli A.M
    Areli A.M 8 days ago +1

    *" I'm ashamed of myself, but I tell other people to not hate themselves "*

  • Emilia live sanchez centeno

    Here a secret.. my father died. When I was 10. I was still mad at him till this day because he left my mom for another women.. I always feel so terrible never for not for giving him.. every day I wish I can hear him say "I am sorry".

  • _ƑմղղҽӏΣɑkҽ_

    Wowie that first one was darker than hell

  • Sciamachy -
    Sciamachy - 9 days ago

    My secret is that I always act happy and energetic around my family and others but in reality I have really bad panic attacks and anxiety. I can never tell anyone because they wouldnt see me as myself anymore, so I just keep quiet and cry...

  • jaffa cakes jc
    jaffa cakes jc 9 days ago

    "My father told me as a female my body belonged to men" what an awful father he deserves to die that's his own daughter

  • Alisa W
    Alisa W 9 days ago

    Thank you for this video. I'm thankful. It lets me see what people go through even though you don't know them, even if I would know them I wouldn't know about whats deep inside them. This makes me love God even more which makes me love people even more. Please show love for each other 🙏❤

  • EA_Skyla
    EA_Skyla 9 days ago

    The first one... I was so heart broken

  • The Bumisegitiga TV
    The Bumisegitiga TV 9 days ago +1

    This vid is in my birthday

  • --_
    --_ 9 days ago +1

    Sooo... It's not a secret anymore since 3.7 m people watched this?

  • Qxeenz Kenye
    Qxeenz Kenye 9 days ago

    The first one 💔💔

  • Seok- Silver
    Seok- Silver 9 days ago

    Deepest secret?

    I don’t listen to what people tell me. My friends try to help my suicide, my love life, and everything. I never listen though. I feel like I’ve already lost my best friend. I’m so upset and just wish I listened to him. I wanna keep asking him things but I’m scared he’s going to get angrier. Please help.

    • Lizz Mawarniii
      Lizz Mawarniii 9 days ago

      what.. what can i help? i don't know, im sorry. im so so sorry..

  • HBK !
    HBK ! 9 days ago

    i don’t know these strangers but i am crying . 🤧

  • Jaxon Morrison
    Jaxon Morrison 9 days ago

    Oh no betterhelp

  • Taya-B-Poppin
    Taya-B-Poppin 9 days ago +1

    The one where the person got molested was messed up! Never say that ever!

  • Roman Posillico
    Roman Posillico 9 days ago

    My biggest regret was not opening up to others, the teachers made us take tests to understand ourselves. I would never show anyone my results as it showed me as someone not used to being cared about. The worsted part is it is true, everyone agreed when I finally opened up. I wish I could have opened up more. Now I’m alone.

  • Olive Draws
    Olive Draws 9 days ago

    My biggest secret is that my mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer on my 16th birthday this year, my dad has debilitating anxiety/depression and my brother told me he wants to commit suicide, I don’t really tell anybody, because I’m a happy person. But deep down I wish I could tell someone that I’m not okay, and the thought of telling someone makes me feel selfish

  • *.Pastel Buns.*
    *.Pastel Buns.* 9 days ago

    I help other people with depression till it disappears or locked away but I cant get rid of my own..

  • Nikita
    Nikita 9 days ago

    My darkest secret is my cousin got angry at me and stormed out my house and went driving. He met a accident and died just because I was foolish.

  • Paula Grey
    Paula Grey 9 days ago

    So many people are hurting in silence😥😪😳😢😪😥😓.
    Please I know its hard
    Take the 1st. step reach out for help.
    The life you save could be your own.