Reading The Worst Things People Have Ever Done

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  • Jubilee
    Jubilee  10 months ago +1360

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    • Sabertooth
      Sabertooth 24 days ago

      Do you accept 12 year olds? xD

    • Greek_Fire
      Greek_Fire Month ago

      Hey Jubilee we need more videos like this ❤️

    • BlassReiter1100cc
      BlassReiter1100cc Month ago +2

      +Ligeia D.Aurevilly Feel my balls on your chin.

    • Ligeia D.Aurevilly
      Ligeia D.Aurevilly Month ago +1

      +BlassReiter1100cc read the people's comments. Feel the engagement from the people. Help each other is part of human nature. There is a lot more behind

  • nina Colunga
    nina Colunga Day ago +1

    The worst thing I’ve ever done and am still trying to figure out is taking that weed I had barely turned 12 and I took it, a week later I tried normal cigarettes I now vape weed and nicotine and I’m 13 I haven’t told anyone because I’m afraid my friends will be disappointed and see me as someone else and every time i vape I wonder how they would feel if they found out and I feel like I’ve gone too far in this hole to get out of it I feel powerless

  • Lisa J
    Lisa J Day ago

    To the person who is carrying the weight of the guy who killed himself because his girlfriend was cheating on him with you - know this: it was not your fault. As an adolescent you are entitled to some level of immature behavior. If someone killed their self over that, they were already suicidal and just not prepared for the normal stressors of life. As a teenager cheating is a normal modern stressor, whether moral or immoral, it is.

  • Jonathan Liu
    Jonathan Liu 3 days ago

    1:26 he hanged himself*

  • Dorothy mountain
    Dorothy mountain 3 days ago

    I sometimes feel that I make guys fall in love with me and then I go away. I keep them in my life though. I too have depression and I am becoming sadistic may be. I want to change but it is so difficult.

  • TheQueen
    TheQueen 4 days ago

    I once drink a little bit of bleach just to see what happened
    It was today btw
    If I don’t update I’m dead

  • Aaliyah Goodman
    Aaliyah Goodman 4 days ago

    the worse thing ive ever done?
    The worse thing i ever did was not calling the doctor or telling anyone when i was having a miscarriage. i was 16

  • Joe C
    Joe C 4 days ago

    You're not responsible for someone's death unless you're the one that pulls the trigger. Self responsibility, I know people think/feel it doesn't exist, but it does. Suicide is sad, but it is mostly sad for your friends and family for the selfish decision you make and in turn make them suffer for you inability to cope.
    It is your place to do so.... if you don't want to get caught then don't do it.

  • Zen JDM
    Zen JDM 5 days ago

    My husband sadly was a Guinness and sadly took his life in front of me and I was young. People get mad at me when I say he's in a better place. Suicide isn't an easy way out when people say that I find it wrong.

  • #CornucopiaKitty Hannah

    It’s funny that I want to share my depedt regret in the comments section on USclip, but here goes.
    I regret not leaving my friend group earlier. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done, because they were good people. I even had a crush on one of them for a long time.
    But after I started having mental problems, they weren’t there for me. All they wanted to talk about were silly things like Warriors Animators on USclip. They made me laugh, but they didn’t make me happy.
    They ignored the important topics, and didn’t help when another in the friend group finally had the courage to ask for help. I was the only one who cared enough to help.
    But I eventually moved away, and it was one of the best things that happened to me. I just wish I had taken the steps to get new people in my life sooner, as opposed to trying to tell myself I was okay and since they didn’t care, I shouldn’t care either.

  • Javier Reyes
    Javier Reyes 8 days ago

    The guy with the green shirt and sweater seems to know so much about life...he has a huge heart and speaks beautifully....I want to hear more of his thoughts.. this is a very interesting and powerful project....I wish you guys the best in seeing this blossom into something bigger

  • Typical Variety
    Typical Variety 9 days ago

    This is just sad

  • K T
    K T 10 days ago

    The worst thing I ever done was calling my ex boyfriend and telling him I was raped. He internalized it so much and victimized me so much it was the lowest part in my life. When I decided to leave him alone and I found someone who loved me and married me. He wanted to come back in my life for good. I stopped believing in him that he would go back saying terrible things to me again. As I moved on to heal he killed himself. I live with this guilt of knowing I tried to love him but he could just see me raped.

  • momo bb dd
    momo bb dd 11 days ago

    why is the cute girl in the click bait is not in this video ????

  • Grapes_Are_ Censored
    Grapes_Are_ Censored 13 days ago

    One time my dog wanted to take a walk with me.
    *I didn't take her.*

  • Emily McMasters
    Emily McMasters 14 days ago

    I had a best friend and he had been my best friend since I was born his mom and my mo got in a fight and he never talked to me then his friend came to live with me his friend was also my step cousin he then said hi to me after my cousin had talked about me and I rolled my eyes and left and I don’t see him as much bc he is a grade higher and has moved to a different school and I see him from time to time to drop of his brother and he looks at me like I did something wrong and at this point I am thinking if I did

  • Kitty Cats
    Kitty Cats 14 days ago

    I only talk to one person because my other friend went to another school

    Now she’s moving to Florida

  • Aristotle Quintana
    Aristotle Quintana 16 days ago

    The worst thing I ever did was exist because I am transgender and it’s really tough for my parents to understand and I don’t know how the rest of my family will react but one day I will get better if I make it there

  • ConstantCashFlow Linton

    I suggest concept! Co-parents or Co-workers. It would be helpful. My job promotes empathy and compassion, that we never know what someone is going through.... ......but it's a one way standard. We don't do this with each other as Employees or our Employers with us. I genuinely feel it could changes things and that we would be less of a contradiction. It could be the key to communication. 😔😖

  • Joely_llj
    Joely_llj 19 days ago

    Mine prolly think about killing myself a lot

  • helloindigo
    helloindigo 20 days ago

    Somehow you never fail to get such understanding non judgmental people on these video which is beautiful in itself

  • no one
    no one 23 days ago

    Was waiting for the girl in the thumbnail to appear

  • eyesofwater123
    eyesofwater123 25 days ago

    Worst thing I ever done was persuing and chasing a forbidden relationship when I was younger, nothing involving pedophilia or any sorts as we were 2 years and 2 months apart. The fact is it was something that should have NEVER happen and I still cringe to this day whenever I think about it. I accepted my mistakes and am quietly awaiting judgement.
    Take it from me: DO NO pursue forbidden fruit.

  • Ashley Lawrence
    Ashley Lawrence 25 days ago

    These secrets are so deep

  • My nan abuses me
    My nan abuses me 25 days ago

    I think medical care shouldn't cost anything, that's how it is in Britain

    This is for the first one, by the way

  • Kaia Møøn
    Kaia Møøn 26 days ago

    Why am I watching this?!

  • Aaron Turner
    Aaron Turner 26 days ago

    I've had thoughts of killing someone for money.

  • AT Star
    AT Star 28 days ago +1

    You guys should have played an emotional music

  • Unknown
    Unknown 28 days ago

    Sure it was bad that she cheated on the guy with him, but NO ONE is responsible for someone commiting suicide in such scenarios

  • Muhim Mandeq
    Muhim Mandeq 28 days ago

    My boyfriend is cheating on me... we were together like 2yrs... I found out today.. it's eating me up... I just don't feel like being in this world...,when u loved one's hurts u the most

    • Sidu Arah
      Sidu Arah 17 days ago

      It's gonna be fine, if your boyfriend doesn't love you. Someone else does.

    • Muhim Mandeq
      Muhim Mandeq 24 days ago +1

      DADADA DADADAD ohh thanks dear 😘

      DADADA DADADAD 24 days ago +2

      Muhim Mandeq i hope you’re okay now

  • Jas
    Jas 29 days ago

    The worst thing ive done was basically pushing away all my friends and becoming borderline anorexic for a boy who didn't even like me

  • Sofi Cifuvilla
    Sofi Cifuvilla Month ago


  • Tasiah Hunter
    Tasiah Hunter Month ago

    The one about guy who hung himself cuz his gf cheated sounds familiar

  • jan
    jan Month ago

    i guess because im still generally young and canadian, ive never had to worry abt medical bills,, but wow. that one rly,,, god

  • Yulissa Salcedo Caraballo

    I can relate on the medical bill part.

  • Bunny Boy
    Bunny Boy Month ago

    My deepest secret is hooking up with strangers through an app while I was my "friends" house, and it's only reason why I go to his house

  • Igor Vrdoljak
    Igor Vrdoljak Month ago

    The worst thing i ever did: i listened to britney spears and liked it

  • justcallme...
    justcallme... Month ago

    QOTD-who or what decides a person's life is "valuable"? How do we and should we measure such a thing?

  • Loony Hype
    Loony Hype Month ago

    I think , the worst thing I’ve done is killing a kitten . In fact , my father once killed a kitten as a child too . Also , to mention , I wasn’t alone , I was trying to give the kitten a bath . It didn’t die while I gave it a bath tho . It died after the bath .

  • production_cab
    production_cab Month ago

    Confide it

  • mary welker
    mary welker Month ago +1

    Once I met a potato, oh wait thats me, nvm. Like if ya wanna😌💕

  • Kim Yung Chai
    Kim Yung Chai Month ago

    The Asian man is the deepest one

  • Gage Heilman
    Gage Heilman Month ago

    The worst thing I've ever done is......

    Eat a untoasted eggo

  • Gideon White
    Gideon White Month ago

    If the guy didn’t tell his cousin about his wife then that would be the secret written instead.

  • Safa Farhad
    Safa Farhad Month ago

    The worst thing I've done is staying alive when multiple people told me multiple times to die

  • Asian Trash
    Asian Trash Month ago

    My cousin had an accident and he's once told me that I'm the responsible.

  • Moon Baby
    Moon Baby Month ago +1

    My biggest secret is my friend who was a boy his name was josh he tried to message me that night about something he said he needed to tell me i left him on read that night because i was tired when i went to school the next day he wasnt there. He committed suicide ill never know what he was trying to tell me ill never know if i had stayed up that night if he would still be alive ill never know his last thoughts ill never know if i were the reason hes gone.

  • Diet C o l a
    Diet C o l a Month ago +2

    The worst thing I have ever done was, while I had cancer I tried to overdose on meds to end the pain. It was too much.

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  • Isabel S
    Isabel S Month ago

    Hanged himself*

  • Kendal R
    Kendal R Month ago

    i cried the whole time

  • soobin’s angel
    soobin’s angel Month ago

    The worst thing I’ve ever done?
    Accused a boy in my class at 8 years old of sexual assault. (Luckily, i fessed up that it was false before it got too serious but I was actually sexually assaulted a few days ago and now I feel dirty and like a bad person)

    • Honey
      Honey Month ago +1

      You were 8, doesn't matter but what does matter is that you got sexually assaulted and you should contact the police and if severe, get therapy

  • Milly Pea
    Milly Pea Month ago

    My deepest secret was I dropped a perfume bottle in a shop and it smashed , I blamed it on a child

  • Kat'lyn Williams
    Kat'lyn Williams Month ago +5

    When I was 13 I was playing with my barley 1 year old brother a little to roughly and accidentally pulled his arm out of socket. I was so afraid of what my parents would do to me that I never told them I did it. He was eventually taken to the hospital a few hours later because he wouldn't stop crying and holding his arm. He's okay now but I often think about what happened and how selfish I was being and usually end up crying or having an anxiety attack. I still haven't said anything.

  • Amiya WHACK
    Amiya WHACK Month ago +1

    Bruh the worst thing I ever did was steal my cousin’s potato chips? Wtf

  • Angelina jackson
    Angelina jackson Month ago


  • Leanna
    Leanna Month ago

    The worst thing I have ever done .....

    I was in so much pain from things that people said and did to me , I wanted to seek attention even if it meant it'll only be for a bit . I had an ex that I would text whenever I was having a bad day I would sneak out of the house just to feel a bit of attention , I would walk down a road that had no sidewalk and this one specific night 3 cars pulled up to me and asked if I needed a ride which now to think it's so scary walking alone at 1 am. Id get back to my house at 7 am before my mom woke up , eventually I confessed to her and she was so mad . Now that I have my son I see why she acted the way she did

  • Kenzy Lee
    Kenzy Lee Month ago +6

    "I think my laughter is to conceal how much of that is real in my own life."

  • Anais B
    Anais B Month ago

    The worst thing I've ever done is let myself progressively die because I was depressed. I started losing my vision at 15 and just let it go for a year I ended up with a 20mm tumor, loosing my eye, and now that I want to live cancer will be the death of me in the near future.

  • Jinified
    Jinified Month ago

    That's tough

  • i found jimins jams

    The worst thing I've ever done was steal a pen from a bank

  • Cookie Rookie
    Cookie Rookie Month ago +2

    The worst thing ive ever done was forgive a person who was toxic in my life...I was friends with her and even tgough i was i just new she was a bad kid but she could be nice sometimes. all of a sudden she texted me all these rude hurtful things on someone elses phone which happened to be someone who i thought i was friends with 2 i forgave her one day but i dont really hang out like i used to. sometimes i just kind of whished that i went back and punched her right in the nose after all these other things she did to not only me but to my other was messed up of what else she ended up doing.... but ig I'll save the rest of the story :\

  • Jojo Animated
    Jojo Animated Month ago

    I’m usually not an emotional person, but these struck deep.

  • Yeet Yeet
    Yeet Yeet Month ago

    The worst thing I’ve ever done was not try to do anything with my crush. Now he is leaving and I’ll never see him again.

  • Kaisa Raitanen
    Kaisa Raitanen Month ago +2

    The worst thing i've ever done was that i grabbed my friend by neck and throwed him on the ground and now he's afraid of me.. And now i don't hurt my friends anymore, i'll hurt myself.

    • Kaylen H.
      Kaylen H. 28 days ago

      Don’t do either!! Please get help if you need it. Especially if you think you will hurt someone or yourself. ❤️

  • Nessa Gladys
    Nessa Gladys Month ago

    1:30 made me ball my eyes out.

  • Thomas Whiteowl
    Thomas Whiteowl Month ago

    The worst thing I've ever done is tell my father I didn't care anymore... in my defense, he was committing slow suicide by chronic smoking.

  • Gabby Simmons
    Gabby Simmons Month ago

    the way they’re trying to be like super dramatic or laughing it off is so fking awkward

  • April Banks
    April Banks Month ago

    The part about the hanging himself took me out God bless all involved

  • problematic loner
    problematic loner Month ago

    I used to hate this girl in my Class when I was in the first grade because she was "annoying"....turns out she was autistic and had lost her dad a year before we knew each other.
    I used to make fun of her....wish we could meet again so I could apologize

  • God
    God Month ago

    This hurts watching this because I try so hard to make everybody happy but I’m not happy myself I trust people to quick and get hurt everytime, I’m starting to give up on trying anymore. I want to die I have nobody to talk to at all. I’m better off dead and alone.

  • JewbPancetta
    JewbPancetta Month ago

    Everyone is sad and I’m just laughing my ass off

  • Tito
    Tito Month ago

    damn depression is real

  • Lika
    Lika Month ago +218

    the weight of feeling responsible for someone’s death is one of the worst and most painful things ever done.

  • Trisarahtops
    Trisarahtops Month ago

    This is what buzzfeed should try to be

  • Donna Barona
    Donna Barona Month ago

    The worst thing I've ever done is hate myself everyday and question myself if still have a purpose to live in this world, ending up to trying to commit suicide twice in my whole existence. I'm 14 and I still am gloomy.

  • Brooke& Briannaplayz

    The worst think I’ve ever done was I told a girl who had just transferred to my school from Mexico to not talk to me because she was taking videos and pictures of me and using them online to catfish guys turns out she also showed them to her parents who said if she didn’t make friends she was going to get deported;-;

  • Gabriel Vergara
    Gabriel Vergara Month ago

    Jessica Biel: The worst thing I've ever done is not naming my baby Batmo.

  • GalaGuy
    GalaGuy Month ago +1

    0:40 hoe

  • christina flowers
    christina flowers Month ago

    The second one hit me personally......

  • Blue blood cell
    Blue blood cell Month ago

    The worst thing I've ever done was drowning my pet bird canary when I was an elementary school kid and told my mom that it committed suicide by itself. I could still remember I was staring at the dying bird blankly until it was out of breath.

  • PLUS
    PLUS Month ago

    "Here's some simple advice:
    Always be yourself.
    Never Take Yourself too seriously."
    -Kermit the Frog.

  • Neo Virz
    Neo Virz Month ago +1

    80% of what i did in my life is basically the worst. Life's crazy but i managed to move forward somehow. Maybe luck do exist...

  • anthony bockhart
    anthony bockhart Month ago

    I've done that.

  • Shnebly
    Shnebly Month ago


    DETHBRINGER571 Month ago +2

    That guy shouldn't feel guilty about the other dude hanging himself. She was in a relationship, not him.

  • JustJ
    JustJ Month ago

    I hear all these and I'm like I stole candy from a store every day for four years.

  • Drayonx Draws
    Drayonx Draws Month ago

    that first guy was about to say “thats tough”

  • AshG321M
    AshG321M Month ago

    ...WHAT IS The Worst Things USA presidents Ever done? huh? TELL ME, count China, Russia, Israel, presidents as will

  • Faith Kingsbury
    Faith Kingsbury Month ago

    2:13 this happened to me💔

  • Amaya Ross
    Amaya Ross Month ago

    2:12 smh...i a m t h a t g i r l

  • Anushka Ghosh
    Anushka Ghosh Month ago

    i told my boyfriend i was raped just to get more sympathy. i feel pathetic for telling him that now

  • AJ Gyampoh
    AJ Gyampoh Month ago

    I killed someone

  • Vania Elizabeth Espinoza

    The worst thing I’ve ever done in my life is doubt my own self and judgement.
    So here’s the thing. Yes, when I was very small, around five or six at most, my biological father raped me and that caused a great and deep emotional trauma in me, and therefore affected my life. I was only a child, l know. It _wasn’t_ my fault. But what _was_ my fault was the way I dealt afterwards. I had depression for years and years, had anxiety and panic attacks and always felt like I was a burden to my family because I was just so fragile. I couldn’t relate to people enough, yet paradoxically cried over every single little thing, often wearing myself out from the mental exhaustion I was in.
    So, the panic and anxiety attacks I had led into fainting. I had these episodes almost wherever: in the schools l went to, in relatives’ houses, and at church. And for a while, people just thought it was because I was short of breath or was just looking for attention.
    But then it turned out, after my mom and I went to the doctors, that I had a congenital heart problem. And that it was the reason why I fainted, because a valve in my heart was deformed and therefore wouldn’t pump properly. This led to dizziness and loss of consciousness.
    But then I began to wonder. I had problems with myself and my mind, and they were hard to deal with. I realized more than anything, these were emotional and mental traumas.
    And that made me question myself. Because then I wasn’t sure what to believe anymore. I honestly can’t say what it was- did l faint because of the supposed heart problem, or because of an emotional trauma? Could my body be the outlet of my pain? Had I unintentionally afflicted my own self with this heart problem when there really was none before? Or worse still, was everything a lie and did I just black out from mental exhaustion, completely ruling out this said heart problem?
    I honestly don’t know. I don’t know what’s real. And that was ages ago. I was about nine or ten when the anxiety and panic attacks began, and the heart problem was detected when I was eleven. Now I’m 25. I don’t know what to believe, and it’s always been a question I’ve had about myself. I guess I’ll never know.
    I never told anyone my doubts because when we went to the doctors, it was pricey and I didn’t want to disappoint my mom by saying it was all just caused by an emotional trauma that led to a simple panic attack. Never mind the fact that my mom was a single mother and it was hard for her to pay for what needed to be paid at the special hospital. She had a lot of her plate, raising a family of two little girls. Sometimes she couldn’t make meets end. I knew this at age 12 and felt very much responsible over everything.
    I couldn’t tell her it was just because I was a crybaby and couldn’t own up to the fact that I felt fatherless and unlovable and like I couldn’t grow up because my innocence was lost. She would be so unhappy with me, and reproach me that she spent money on me so that I would go on and then tell her this time later. She would feel upset that I hadn’t been honest about what really was going on, which might have led her to think I was a manipulative liar, something that I never really was.
    What I was, however, was a scared little girl that felt the need of having a father, someone she could look up to and help her make her feel a little more confident in herself.
    Anyway, so this doubt I had about what truly happened was buried under the covers of my memory and I decided no one would know about it.
    And how could anyone doubt my mother, who was so proud of what her daughter had gone through and was still alive and holding on, when she told them the story of the problem I had with my heart? How could I interrupt and say that she was wrong? How could I interrupt and say that I was a coward who couldn’t face my own feelings? I felt so ashamed and vulnerable that I couldn’t deal with my own nagging thoughts.
    So that’s my story. The story that no one knew before because I promised myself no one would ever know about it.
    The story that everyone knows now.

    • Olivia Vegan
      Olivia Vegan Day ago +1

      +Vania Elizabeth Espinoza I agree that it is extremely difficult to find the right words to summarize ones life. I am only 17 but I have seen so much pain and hurt in this world - and experienced it myself. Words are often not enough to convey the reality of suffering. You are strong because you are still here and fighting. Vulnerability is powerful and it connects people. I think that without vulnerability we would never know who anyone else truly is. Keep fighting and I appreciate your reply. May God bless you too and may you continue being brave.

    • Vania Elizabeth Espinoza
      Vania Elizabeth Espinoza Day ago

      Olivia Vegan Thank you so much for reaching out. It’s hard to write things down that truly summarize your life, because it’s never easy to find the right way to say them. I tried to display all that I am in words, and I know sometimes vulnerability scares people. Thank you for not shying away; that makes me believe that you are a brave person.
      God is dealing with me, and l know He has better things for me in the future. I believe I’m in a process of healing, because this is not that type of thing that you sleep on and is completely gone the next morning.
      Good luck to you too, and may God bless you, Olivia.

    • Olivia Vegan
      Olivia Vegan Day ago +1

      Hi there, your story is really intense. I'm very sorry that you had to go through that. Please know that sexual abuse is NEVER the child's fault. Please do not blame yourself for the way you reacted to the trauma either. The way you reacted was very normal and common because being hurt is very traumatizing and leaves us with mental scars and tons of anxiety. I hope you can heal and be happy. You deserve peace of mind and happiness. Don't blame yourself because none of what you experienced is your fault. Sorry, I just had to comment because I've been through similar things and its hard, very hard, but it is possible to heal. Take care of yourself, good luck

  • Alex Blue
    Alex Blue Month ago

    worst thing ive done is eat meat and dairy

  • itsbilliexo
    itsbilliexo Month ago +1

    𝗶 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗲

  • Ai Is Kewl
    Ai Is Kewl Month ago

    I once killed a cockroach with my hand

  • Aarjav Luna
    Aarjav Luna Month ago

    The incident at 1:16 has been disturbing me since months now. I just can't get over it. I mean just imagine being in the departed's shoes. It haunts me to get into a relationship.

  • inquisitorMaster my games are funny

    Ive done alot of bad things

  • Professional Fangirl
    Professional Fangirl Month ago +1

    Bruh... the worst thing I've done was take all the sweets from someone's bowl that they put outside during halloween and it said "take one" 😂